You are the first dawn in my life.
I finally know what is being loved for all this year because of you.
I have never thought that there will be a man, who I can completely trust, rely on and depended on, there can be a man who I don't have to worry about being betrayed all the time.
I have never thought that there can be a man would warm up my heart so much that I keep thinking about him in every minute.
Every morning, his first words "I love you" made me wake up with a silly grin on my face.
For such a long time, I have not heard from a man who said this to me so seriously and sincerely.
I have never thought I can be so deeply loved, cared, and protected… I have never thought I can be in a relationship with no doubts, no grievance and no disguise.
I no longer have to convince myself that I am happy… I know that I really am..
You are the best gift granted by the God.
At the best timing, I need it the most, you gave me the warmest, warmest hug.
There are no doubts, no games, no hiding, no lying, and doubting for our relationship.
All we have is the simplest love.
So I am willing to give up, give up on things and the people that never made me truly happy.
I finally realize that the best way to spend a weekend is to simply hold your hand and take a walk. I finally realize, even though the most fantastic party can not be compared with this kind of simple love.
I just need to be with you.
So I left those uncomfortable instances and those strangers who I never felt truly happy to spend time with.
I don’t need to pretend that I am happy or drunk my self anymore to forget those unhappy things.
It is because now I realize as long as I am with you, as long as I am holding your hand and walking with you, I will be truly, truly happy and nothing compares to that.
Thank you, the first dawn, you bring the sunshine and hope to my life.
Suddenly, I felt so certain and peaceful which is the feeling that I never had before.
Even though that the future is still unknown to me,
Even though I can’t promise eternity definitely,
Even though I understand most love story might have the same imperfect ending.
I am not afraid.
I am not afraid because I am willing to share my happiness with the world, I am not afraid because of you.
You are that first gleams of day, after such a long, dark night.
Because of you, I no longer felt afraid, I no longer felt cold, and I no longer cries alone in the dark, lonely night.
You made me believe, I can still experience love that is so simple, so direct, so close and so deep.
Holding your hand, I walked out of the darkness, the eternal night.
I have a smile on my face everyday, for I know I am no longer alone.
Thank you, you are the best gift granted from the God.
I don’t even know how I can pay back to the God for such wonderful gift.
Thank you for letting me to be with you and cherish you.
I will do all my best to let you know I love you with all my heart, and tell you “I love you, too.” with all my strength.
Your love is the warmest sun that fills my life.
Everyday in my life never goes dark after I met you.
You complete me and my life.
I do love you, my dear man.